I See a New Day Coming, Maybe Tommorow...

Well seeing as how i haven't written anything in the last while, i might aswell jot down my mind. theres not much on my mind, just a few thoughts that should be 'dissected' for lack of a better word. Start with the easy stuff shall I. Alyssa, i doubt you'll ever actually see this but words can't express how utterly proud I am of you. After all that's happened in life, you've still managed to be the best sister anyone could ever have. secondly, I don't think im ready.. Thirdly, I UTTERLY CANNOT WAIT TO MOVE :D its gunna be soooo nice to have a guest suite to myself :) and thankfully the kitchen is just down the stairs from my suite ;). But I still cant wait for the day i move out, it'll make or break me. I'm rather excited to see what life will be like on my own (well with Sean aswell) and how it'll all start to unfold. I have no idea how im gunna go about becoming a counselor after high school, but im thinking that i should give it just that extra bit of time so i can learn alot more about it and hopefully get some more life lessons so i can help youth through daily problems that i myself have been through. I can only hope that this "new day" is filled with a life of enjoyment, and happiness (which i know it won't always will be). As one of my favorite songs state "id rather die than live without mercy and love." (house of heroes - Code Name: Raven)

with fear as your world, and belief as your guide. Anything is possible..

A Question of humanity..

Well after ive stopped writing on zee other blog, ive decided i couldn't just give up writing what i feel. Ive had a pretty good week, had to tell people some harsh truths, but in the end I helped them out. Like how someone can twist words, and say false things just to get what they want. Or how people who claim to love us go out of their way to hurt us. Its ridiculous what the world has come to. But even though there are those people that both physically and mentally repulse us, theres still the odd good ones. The ones that you feel an instant connection to - you know who you are ;) - and there are people who will eventually grow on you and could possibly become a best friend, or something more for that matter.

As someone once told me "we are all unique, and its those who accept and display said uniqueness that enjoy life the most". These are the people you should stick with if your lucky enough to find one, and trust me your bound to stumble upon one sometime in your life (and who knows, you may literally stumble upon them).